#030 - [VIDEO/AUDIO]

[amethystsregret]

[Tsuzuki is seen running at a speed that the gollems couldn't keep up. His communicator is picking up the side of his face. He looks dead serious.]

Where did he go?!

[He finally stops, glancing about. He looks down at his communicator, seeing its on.]

Everyone! Something has been manipulating some of us in the castle! If any of you recall what happened to you, please let me know, even its just that you blacked out! If anyone sees Shuuichi today, try to keep him in one place!

[He motions for Addy and Kia to go in different directions before taking off in a run again in a stairwell. The feed ends.]

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[seasaltblues]

[She blinked a little bit... That did fit Ryuuichi. Well. For the most part, exactly. She thought he was pretty patient with her. Huh... Still.]

Does every name have a meaning like that?

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[amethystsregret.livejournal.com]

As far at I know they do. Tsuzuki mean "continuance". Do you not know the origin of your name, Xion?

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[seasaltblues]

[She... shook her head slowly. Come to think of it, did she really want to know? After all, she had been named by...]

...I'm okay with it though. [Or maybe she was afraid. Fighting that though, she pressed to change the subject.] Continuance... Like... continuing. Right? [How did that relate to Tsuzuki though, she wasn't sure.]

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[amethystsregret.livejournal.com]

That's right. No matter how bad things get for me, I continue on, whether I want to or not. [His voice sounds solemn and aged in that statement, as if there is a story behind it. A story that one might or might not want to be told...]

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[seasaltblues]

Whether you... Why... Why wouldn't... [She trailed off. Not sure if she wanted to really press him. It seemed like something... he probably wouldn't necessarily be comfortable talking about. And she could understand those feelings.]

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[amethystsregret.livejournal.com]

Sometimes, Xion, life throws things at you that wear you down, but you have to keep going forward. [More certainty in his voice this time.]

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[seasaltblues]

Have to... [Xion could understand that. Probably more than he would ever know. Or would he never know? It wasn't like... she didn't trust him. But all the same. She was silent for a while...]

...I understand. [Her voice touched a firmness usually not grasped by it.]

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[amethystsregret.livejournal.com]

Hm. Life is a crazy thing, isn't it?

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[seasaltblues]

It... really is. But... there are good things that come from it, too. And so... I don't regret this.

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[amethystsregret.livejournal.com]

Never regret living. It's a precious thing that's more fragile than anything else in any world. Cherish those good things deep within your spirit and it will make the not so good times easier to bare.

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[seasaltblues]

I won't... As long as my friends are here... [And as long as she could remain there for them.] ...I'll hold onto these happy memories. That way, even when... [All the sad ones plagued her. Even when she didn't feel she had the right to exist.]

...I'll still have so much to remind me that I'm better off existing. [For the people that mattered to her in the Order. People like him and her best friends... and many others there.]

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[amethystsregret.livejournal.com]

There is always someone that would want you to live. I'm sure of it. That helps too I've found.