amethystsregret | #028 - [VIDEO/AUDIO]

[A gollem picks up on Tsuzuki, running and flying about in the training rooms. He's not training Finders right now. He has a glowing whip in his hand, thrashing at some interesting targets. Each target is a glowing ball of purple light. Some move slowly while others dart apart. When they are struck with the whip, the light goes out at a talisman falls to the ground in their place. He looks focused and serious. Once all of the slower ones are gone, the faster ones remain. As he snaps his whip at them, he growls.]

Why...?! Why am I still here?! Why can't I go back?!

[Coming to a halt, he cracks his whip about him. The whip grows in length, whirling about him like a ribbon of lavender light. Most of the targets are caught in the attack, even the gollem that goes flying as the feed dies.]

[[ooc: Tsuzuki has realized that people are disappearing, and Reever's accidental feed confirmed that. He's frustrated because he's been here so long, and things are going sour back home. He decided to train, like his friends have done in similar moments. He doesn't know that he was been recorded or that the gollem got smashed. Sorry about the gollem, Reever!]]

Current Location: Training Room

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From:

inyourf-ace.livejournal.com

They'll be fine. You have to have faith in the. You have to.

From:

amethystsregret.livejournal.com

I'm trying, Ace...! I'm trying so hard...! If it weren't for my loss to Kurikara... I wouldn't be as scared... Hisoka... He just wants to be my equal... but he had to want Kurikara... Why do people long for power...? Why, Ace...?

Edited Date: 2010-10-20 01:52 am (UTC)

From:

inyourf-ace.livejournal.com

Everybody wants to be stronger Tsuzuki. To protect themselves, to protect their friends, their family, to protect whatever matters to them.

From:

amethystsregret.livejournal.com

Strength and power don't always go hand in hand... [His voice cracks as he finally weeps.]

From:

inyourf-ace.livejournal.com

Yeah, strength is better, but power can be turned into a strength by the truly strong.

From:

amethystsregret.livejournal.com

Yes... [Sniffles as he tries to control his emotions.] So I should trust in Hisoka's strength then...?

From:

inyourf-ace.livejournal.com

Yes, you should. You trust him as a nakama don't you?

From:

amethystsregret.livejournal.com

Yes... He the closest to family I have back home... I just... I worry about him... you know...?

From:

inyourf-ace.livejournal.com

Yeah. I know. He'll be okay I'm sure.

From:

amethystsregret.livejournal.com

I'll take your word on that... I think I just tend to worry too much... Don't I...?

From:

inyourf-ace.livejournal.com

Yup. It can be a good thing, worrying about others to keep them safe. But there's no sense driving yourself crazy with it. Worry about those you can keep safe here.

From:

amethystsregret.livejournal.com

Right. I'll protect those I care about here. [He smiles at last. He still doesn't know this is on video! XD] I can do that. Thank you, Ace. What would I do without my friends?

From:

inyourf-ace.livejournal.com

Obviously not survive.

Edited Date: 2010-10-31 08:12 pm (UTC)

From:

amethystsregret.livejournal.com

Oh you have no idea how right you are. Hm!

From:

inyourf-ace.livejournal.com

Heh, I can guess.

From:

amethystsregret.livejournal.com

Yeah, you know me pretty well by now, so you probably could. I'm not proud of it, but I can't deny that I was seriously lost. I'm glad I have people to look out for me here now, too.